Happy birthday, DANIA MARSHA REHAN! Wow, you're 16 now huh? You're actually quite short to be 16 haha okay, I was kidding. I don't know where you're going other than school today, but I hope you have fun with your ladies. If any of them bullies you, punch them. Hahaha. Firstly, I want you to know, that you're an awesome girlfriend, you've been there whenever I was down, you've been there when I was in need of someone to share my joy, and I thank you so much for that! I wish you a very happy birthday, may Allah bless you with all His might, with a happy life ahead in the future and all. I hope your dreams of either becoming a well-known journalist or model come true, you've always wanted that. I pray for you to pass all of the exams you're sitting for this year, so you can be in a direct O-level class. You've always wanted that too, right? And yes, who wouldn't want to last long with their partner right? I hope we don't fight much and last long, haha! I love you very very very very very very very very very very very very very very much. Frankly, the number of verys can never accumulate the amount of love for you I have. Have a great day ahead, love! Xoxo.
Wait. Its 2010? Wasn't '09 just two days ago? Oh great, now I have to start practicing writing '10 for dates when I'm in school. I was so used to writing '08, '09. No more of that, I guess. Speaking of school, I can't believe its gonna start in what, two days? Its not usual for me to do last-minute school stuff, like homework and ironing my uniforms and all. I've yet to even write my name on the books! That's how unprepared I am. But oh well, guess I should stop complaining 'cause school's for my own good. I need to stop skipping school, I need to stop tucking in late, I need to stop using this(my laptop) too much. I need to concentrate on school. I want to go to sec 5, I don't wanna disappoint mom, Dania and my cousin, Farahin.
Okay lets get back at what I wanted to post about, the countdown celebration I had, at Palawan beach, Sentosa. My mates, being Hakim, Saifullah, Kaiser, Ilyas, Hazim, Hafiz, another Hafiz, Aidil and I, were joined by our friend, Firdaus' friends, I don't remember their names, but we played games, crapped about, walked and lied down, most of the evening and morning. It was such a waste I missed shouting 'Happy new year', blame my conscience. I forgot everything after midnight, and I woke up at 4, going to the beach party at Siloso, together with Hafiz, using Aidil and Hazim's tags. It was...... FUN! Haha I felt kindda embarrassed, 'cause Hafiz and I were like the youngest ones there(the people there must have wondered how we got tags), and the place was just. Filled with hot ang moh babes. The music got me into an even more worse condition, so I told Hafiz to scrap the thought of searching for our friends, and go back to our other friends. Saw some familiar faces in Adi, Azlan, Karthi, and some others. Bla bla, I then got home with Baeng, Kaiser and Hafiz. Okay don't ask me why I skip parts, nothing for you to know. I'll update some other time, goodnight reader(s).
Have i told you guys how lucky I am to be in love with such a wonderful girl? I think God blessed me by giving me someone loving and appreciative like you, after I screwed up my past relationships and all. Well. to be honest, I've never considered them serious relationships, 'cos I've never loved someone like this before. To be honest, I've never needed someone, (for the exception of my mum) so much, like how i need you. You changed me, to be a better person. A better human being. A better son, better student. After the incident in which you told me you needed some time off, some time to think. It made me lie down and think. Think of how much i love you, how much i need so badly in my life now. Think of how scared I am to lose the person I love most other than my mum. You SMSed a few hours later, and to be honest, I wasn't mad at you at all. I was actually really glad, to know you'd still be here for me, through this very rough stage in life. We don't need to go out and spend like others, we just go for long walks, stargaze, piggyback. And that, I call unforgettable. I cherish time spent with you. I appreciate all the love you've been giving me still. I even said, and i actually mean it when I said I love you like how I love my mum. I've never been so sure about someone before, and I'm sure you're the right one for me. You don't give a shit about my past, you don't give a shit about my looks. And that is one of the many reasons why I love you. I love you, Dania Marsha Rehan. :)